The Power of Surrender: Trusting God’s Timing for the Vision

There’s a vision that I have been carrying for years—a God-given mandate to help women heal at the soul level, to guide them into alignment with their true identity in Christ, and to create spaces where transformation is not just talked about, it's lived out.

This vision didn’t come out of nowhere. It was born from my own experience—my healing journey, my moments of brokenness, restoration, and wrestling with God. I have walked through soul-deep pain, and I have also witnessed that same pain in the lives of women around me—women carrying silent battles, smiling through suffering, stuck in cycles they desperately want to break. That’s the vision. That’s the assignment. To be a bridge between pain and purpose. To help women step into the “more” God has for them. And yet... taking the first step?

It has not always been easy. In fact, sometimes it's been downright terrifying. I have attempted to bring it to life in different ways, but if I’m being honest... I often got ahead of God. I moved before I was moved. I acted before I was aligned. Yes, I know—God has called me. I am called to the deep work, to soul healing, to restoration. But I have to admit: I have made some mistakes along the way.

Here’s what I have learned: A calling does not exempt you from preparation.

“To everything there is a season, and a time for every purpose under heaven.” — Ecclesiastes 3:1

God doesn't just hand you the vision and say “go.” He prepares you. He shapes you in the fire of refinement. And preparation can feel like delay, but it’s really divine timing at work. Sometimes we hear from God and we get excited—so excited that we jump headfirst into action. But Sis, obedience isn’t just hearing. Obedience is waiting, listening, aligning. Sometimes, we rush to speak on things we haven’t been released to speak on. We do things our way and then wonder why it’s not working.

“Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.” — Proverbs 3:5–6

And then... we get discouraged. We question the vision. We let the voices of others—yes, even the well-meaning ones—plant seeds of doubt. Sis, let me tell you: what God gave YOU, He gave to YOU. The vision was not a conference call. It was a one-on-one divine appointment. There’s a weight to that realisation. When you finally understand that what you have been entrusted with is sacred—tailor-made for your voice, your hands, your heart—you begin to see that moving ahead of God doesn’t accelerate the process, it actually delays the promise. I got tired. Tired of striving. Tired of forcing. Tired of doing all the “right” things, but feeling misaligned inside. My spirit was restless, not because the vision was wrong, but because my posture was. That’s when it happened. I had to come to a place of surrender. Not just partial surrender. Not the kind where I say, “God, take control” and then snatch the wheel back the moment it gets uncomfortable. No—this was deeper. This was the moment where I laid it all down. My timeline. My expectations. My pride. My fear. My need to have it all figured out.

“Be still, and know that I am God.” — Psalm 46:10

And in that stillness, I began to feel peace. Not because everything made sense, but because I knew God was leading. I stopped trying to build the vision and started letting God birth it. A part of me still feels unprepared—and that’s okay. Because this isn’t about perfection, it’s about partnership. It’s about trusting that God will equip me, even if I don’t feel ready. He will give me the wisdom, the strategy, the words—everything I need, exactly when I need it.

“Being confident of this, that He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.” — Philippians 1:6

I may not have all the answers, but I do have confidence. I know this: the same God who gave me the vision will guide me in fulfilling it. And He’s not just transforming my life—He’s positioning me to be a vessel for the transformation of other women. Women like you!

Women who are tired of doing it their own way. Tired of circling the same mountain. Tired of shrinking, settling, second-guessing. Women who are saying, “God, I’m ready. I want more. I want You.” If that’s you, sis, let me tell you something: God is ready too.

“Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing!” — Isaiah 43:18–19

I am stepping into alignment. Becoming more. Becoming the woman God designed before I ever took my first breath. And I want to walk this journey with you—side by side, heart to heart, spirit to spirit. Let’s trust God together. Whether we can see the next step or not, let’s rest in His faithfulness. Because His plan? It’s better than anything we could have ever imagined. You don’t have to do it alone. You just have to say yes. Are you ready?